I'm just an IT ( No, not the evil clown)

I was talking with a small group of women this week and the topic of cursing came up. I admitted that I do say things that are inappropriate and unlady like when needed. I just don't curse to curse. When I asked one lady why she no longer uses curse words she said " Because it became a mother." The way she referred to her former self as "it" like she wasn't a human, like she was some kind of monster or robot really made me wonder. I've come to the conclusion that I also am just an "it". I really haven't done anything productive with my life and I'm not ashamed to admit that. I don't want to be an "it" anymore I want to be something more I want to be great. I beileve I found out how to make that happen!

They were here, now there gone?

Working in a Nursing home you meet death more that you'd expect and more than you would like. It is so unfortunate that they/we must die. Not only do you get attached to the resident but, you also get close to their family and friends. It just makes you think.

Ugh I still have a headache!

Okay I guess I can be somewhat of a manic. when I'm upset I party hard but, when I'm depressed I buy things. this past weekend I was both upset and depressed do to two funerals. Friday and Saturday I had to say goodbye to two dear friends. So I partied really hard to the point that I was throwing up in a cup at Steak and Shake but, I didn't care and I'm not at all embarrassed. That took care of half my problem I still needed to shop so I took my credit card and bought some accessories for my car, new clothes, and a new Monolpoly game my favorite this recent one makes number 20 yea!!!!

God is Great!

My dear friend Jefferey was murderd Sat. March 7th. The police found all six men involved in the incident. I thank the police department of Independence, MO. for their diligent and speedy work. Jefferey will be forever missed We love you!

The only thing I left in Las Vegas was my spanish book.

Like the title says the only thing I left in Las Vegas or Sin City was my spanish book. All my morals and values came back safe and unharmed. They were tested and tempted yes, but I held down the fort. I had an amazing weekend! I was with my Best Friend celebrating her 21st birthday whooo! We'll be going back in five months for mine. Please forgive the briefness this is my second blog ever I'm still getting used to this =)